Broken Worlds..

Theirs a complex irony to life,
One that Im learning to hate,
It leaves me questioning the difference,
Between true love and fate,

Somewhere in the mix of things.
I let these feelings rush to my head,
And now Im choking on these words,
That I unknowingly let go unsaid,

I let you into my dark and broken world,
Let you try to make things right,
I prayed that you could finally be the one,
To stop these tears that fall every night,

From the beginning I swore we would stay friends,
I wouldnt let this become anything more,
But not in my wildest dreams did I know,
All the amazing things you had in store,

Not only did you dry my tears,
But you gave me so many reasons not to cry,
You made sure I was always holding on,
Even if this world wanted me to crawl up and die,

It serves me right for falling for you,
These tears have been in hiding for way to long,
I guess its fates way of proving to me,
That Im really not that strong,

I know that it is so stupid of me,
To ever think of you as anything more,
But even if it ruins the friendship,
I just need to finally be sure,

Will this ever go anywhere,
Or is being apart what is really our fate,
Can we never share this love,
Please tell me now before it is to late,

I know I said best friends for life,
But I cant spend the rest of my life with you,
Unless I know that you feel the same,
And know exactly what it is Im going through,

So tell me now can we ever be,
More then just a boy and a girl?

Mal<3