My death, revealed

Every day is the same,
Put on a smile pretend its ok,
To see family go to school
Put that face on
Pretend everything’s cool
But today is different
Today I died
Today I took my own life,
With a blade and a rope
All the stress I couldn’t cope
Now you'll find me hanging
Bleeding from the ceiling
And wonder what I was thinking
But you'll never know
What I would feel
But at least now
My death wish is revealed.

My friend died two years ago..and I kind of tried to put myself in her shoes before her death and write what she might have felt...weird I know.
Mal<3