I just have to put this out there.

It really hurt when you went to dis me and all you could say was "well at least I'm a virgin" Thats the meanest thing you could possibly have said...and I didn't choose for it to happen. So I just wanted to let you know..congratulations you successfully put me into more of a depression.

I told everyone I got away the second time because I thought that maybe I could make myself believe it was true. But the truth is its been 56 days since I was last raped.

I cried the other day when my teacher told me I looked nice and I'm having a huge struggle looking into the eyes of any man.

I'm lactose and tolerant and I purposely drink/ have milk products to make me sick because maybe just maybe i'll get to be size I was before all this started happening.

I'm sixteen and won't get in another relationship because I've convinced myself that my last boyfriend killed himself because of me.

I need help.
I just need to get those things off my shoulders.