You Were Heaven Sent- I'll Never Forget That

Dear Amelia,
I've known you for just under two years and you truly impacted my life. Every time I talked to you you seemed like you couldn't be happier and sometimes I remember saying to myself 'wow i wish i could be happy' honestly sometimes I was a little jealous. The last time I talked to you was on Thursday and I remember us talking about how physics sucked and how our English assignments definitely aren't going to be done. And about your tattoo and just life. It was a really good conversation. If I could go back and do one thing it would be taking that hug from you before we parted paths to go home...I had no clue it would be the last time I would see you. And your tattoo is so true- You were heaven sent and I'll never forget that.

I've failed once more.
It makes me so mad that this is the third person. I'm kicking myself hard because I never witnessed to her, she knew I beleived in God and my future plans but we never talked more about it. I Some of you won't even begin to understand how this feels some of you kind of get it. But it hurts so bad to know that she wasn't a beleiver and that I could have changed that.

How many more will die before we step up?
how many?

RIP Amelia Dickenson