All I Have Was Taken.

I don't understand whats going on. I thought you had taken all that you would from me but boy was I wrong. I thought that maybe it was starting to get better but once again i'm wrong. God, what else are you going to take away? When all I thought I had left was my poetry, music and hope you take those too. I don't even know who I am anymore.. you took who I am away from me- Where is this supposed to take me? I can't even think striaght anymore. God, I'm doing all I can! What more do you want?! I don't know if I can take these tears that stream down my face every night, I don't know if I can take see all this brokeness everywhere, I don't know if I can face the myself in the mirror anymore, God, I don't know if I can go down this path anymore..it seems like a dead end. I was really starting to get close..and now I'm further then ever. Please, I just want your presence and guidance back..please- you're all I have.